It doesnt mean that those people with high PSLE scores will win those ppl scoring lower. It doesnt mean that if u get first in position in class or level,You'll continue forever that way. For all I know,people hate getting defeated,their egos bruised. From first,all the way falling down. Cause im one of them too. Frankly speaking,no ones like to get defeated by some smartass in your class,but this is the society. Go fight,conquer with an open heart,go to the very max of what u can reach,and never ever lose faith in yourself. I guess the gloomiest period of my life has blown over already. Slashing myself just cause of him,handling terrible stress and discriminations. Facing insults,all those scoldings,lectures. Breaking down in school,in class. Its all over. Its never going to be as tough as this agn.
Throughout this all,I've learnt alot,learnt not to give up on myself,not to become sort of " 行尸走肉" no way. This is not going to happen agn. Let all this be etched in my memory to become a warning,lesson,reminder and beautiful memory. and since i've already forgotten him once,i can do it agn. All these beautiful encounters should end here. As the most beautiful essence has been captured already. 正所谓天下没有不散的宴席，再美的东西都会慢慢地变不美的。重要的是你把最美丽的回忆收藏起来了。
I will be embarking on an even more meaningful journey nxt yr,competing with elites. But im not going to force myself like the past again. I shall be happy and pursue what i want in the same time. This time,I can really smile and let him go. Beautiful ppl around the world,every morning when you brush yr teeth,wash yr face,look into the mirror,take a deep breath and thank god for a another beautiful day of life. I love my life. In love with life. And thank god for all these blessings given. I feel so contented and happy right now,empowered with life,nothing can defeat me now.
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
5:41 AM