smiles :D

I finally understand.

2010-12-28T10:09:00.000-08:00

Yeah,Im tired of being in n out of r/s yea? I think i've ended singledom bout 2 years ago? yea,within two yrs,ahhh,i dowan mention how many luhhrrs. But,just pointless in conclusion. to tabulate,longest,3 weeks,shortest,3 days?

So i went to ask jean randomly when's GOD goin to bring him to me. she told me,when the time's right. Yea,i shall wait till there's one who really intrigues me yea?

Ganma was like:"you see one love one de luhrr." very broken english,i know. But,don expect too much from direct translations. Bossie was like:"you literally noe every man in the market liao horr?" SBQ:Geraldine's a flirt.

Yea yea. enough. but then,i agree with YS'S famous quote:"If im attached,i can only see 1 handsome face,if im single,i'll see all of them"

Nice horr? I admit i do see shuaiges everyday luhhrr,but only 2 left impressions.. 1-prawn guy,causee of the "auntie,wo bu yao xia"

2-billabong wallet guy. 1st,his spects luhhrr,exactly that type i like.2,billabong wallet,shows me he's v young only luhhrr. 3. his injued chest,makes me think out of place yea?

so,i've seen prawnie for 3 times? the bw guy for 2 times? woahh,today that bw guy took off his spects and gave me a warm smile. Melted. He looks soooooooo cute,like me! :D BHB luhrr,i noe. melt melts melted. seriously!!! he looks like a mousseee!

woohooos,lets see yea? [G]ERALDINE FTW!!!

I wanna break tradition

2010-12-07T05:41:00.000-08:00

It doesnt mean that those people with high PSLE scores will win those ppl scoring lower. It doesnt mean that if u get first in position in class or level,You'll continue forever that way. For all I know,people hate getting defeated,their egos bruised. From first,all the way falling down. Cause im one of them too. Frankly speaking,no ones like to get defeated by some smartass in your class,but this is the society. Go fight,conquer with an open heart,go to the very max of what u can reach,and never ever lose faith in yourself. I guess the gloomiest period of my life has blown over already. Slashing myself just cause of him,handling terrible stress and discriminations. Facing insults,all those scoldings,lectures. Breaking down in school,in class. Its all over. Its never going to be as tough as this agn.

Throughout this all,I've learnt alot,learnt not to give up on myself,not to become sort of " 行尸走肉" no way. This is not going to happen agn. Let all this be etched in my memory to become a warning,lesson,reminder and beautiful memory. and since i've already forgotten him once,i can do it agn. All these beautiful encounters should end here. As the most beautiful essence has been captured already. 正所谓天下没有不散的宴席，再美的东西都会慢慢地变不美的。重要的是你把最美丽的回忆收藏起来了。

I will be embarking on an even more meaningful journey nxt yr,competing with elites. But im not going to force myself like the past again. I shall be happy and pursue what i want in the same time. This time,I can really smile and let him go. Beautiful ppl around the world,every morning when you brush yr teeth,wash yr face,look into the mirror,take a deep breath and thank god for a another beautiful day of life. I love my life. In love with life. And thank god for all these blessings given. I feel so contented and happy right now,empowered with life,nothing can defeat me now.

我恢复单身了。

2010-11-19T20:44:00.000-08:00

对于他，我已死心，明天，我就要出国了。想好好散散心，不想再为了世俗的东西而感到烦躁。所以，不管他同不同意，我都恢复单身。尽管这样，我不会告诉他，也会尽一个朋友的责任引导他。好了，再见了。

God,help me.

2010-11-19T01:18:00.000-08:00

This week has been a very bad week for her. Being disiao-ed by ppl,and most fatally,him.But,I will be there for ya,don be sad.I'll be there.

cherish???

2010-11-18T01:08:00.001-08:00

`currently with him at lan. umm... better then EXPECTED. THE END. BYE BYES :D

reminiscences of you

2010-11-11T08:59:00.000-08:00

Hellooo peeps. Its already 0104 hours. INSOMNIA again. I've decided to clear unhappy stuffs of him and people. I miss school i dk why. <3 Oh well. work's been a terrible mess,but at least,I've got my roadshows. commissions commissions commissions.

But i do seriously hope e current one would be better. I don wanna simply fire u in 2 weeks. Sighs,hope i get calls frm bugis street fast n another job interviewwy tmr. Wish me luck.

I miss u. I seriously do. I don know why im getting angry so easily w u but yeahh,I'll change myself jst for u. 2011,a new geraldine. oh well,at least u care bt my feelings,my schedules,why im unable to go for tis tat. When i asked,u wouldnt just stuff me with an answer. yr workplace,timeslots all that are made known to me. I'll change for u. Await. Darling,i love,miss,need you. thanks for being there when i was in such pain n stress. esp during eoys. i will cherish u.

im really exhausted...

2010-05-23T04:12:00.000-07:00

Why? when evrything is goin on track,u pop out and tell me that,the scar is infected and seriously not healed yet

Superbb...

2010-04-10T06:24:00.000-07:00

Went for ndp selection today!!! It was a very nervous and strategic challenging trip I must say.At first we were late to meet geetha and peeps("thanks" to the housefly...),then i couldn't find my hair net,then full u kena stain by coke... -.- Whatsmore,the dumbass taxi driver couldnt find the woodgrove sec,so he turned round and round... the metre went on n on n we were broke...-.-"
______________UNIFORM INSPECTION______________
Marvellous part... my full u was dirty,collar badge must be at the edge of e collar,buttons must be facing down,rank buttons must be facing up,no thin socks... Whole load,but the mam was extremely nice...
------------------------------FOOTDRILL TIME!!!!!-----------------------------The trainer was Naban sir,strict but a very convincing sir...,kept doing sediya n senang diri till my legs hurt,then split up into the nice nice mam's group n did BELOH only(couple of bergrats and akan menghadaps...,hentak and forgot some...)Finally learnt how to do it!!!! But got lectured by the mam for replying erm...as yes mam,then she said:"is this how you reply your instructor?" then i said no mam and she left us alone...
___________________Selected or not??_________________________
selected le!!! During the 2nd break,Ambrose sir and another sir asked us over and told us that we got selected cause of our enthusiasm and we must train harder for footdrill!!! I WILL!!!

ciao,
Geraldine